Gw ga pernah mengira kalo ternyata gw termausk orang yang perfeksionis. Man, gw sendiri anti banget sama orang yang begini. Karena gw liat orang yang perfeksionis cenderung susah diajak kerja sama. Kalo ada hal yang buat dia ga bagus/sempurna dengan refleknya dia langsung ngebenerin hal itu dan menjadikannya ‘nampak’ sempurna. Hiiiiyyy… serem!
Tanpa disangka-sangka, gw mengidap penyakit ini juga. Bedanya gw ga terlalu keliatan, gw masih bisa diajak kerja sama, cuma gw cenderung menyalahkan diri gw saat ada satu kesalahan/ketidaksempurnaan yang sebenernya bukan sepenuhnya salah gw. DANG!
Dan gw mengidap penyakit overthink! Berpikir sekaligus ngarep terlalu jauh ke depan dan drama abis! Waktu kejadiannya ga kayak yang gw pikirkan, horeeee.. gw kecewa! Susah ya.. but that’s me. I’m not proud of it, i’m on my way to change it into good.
Untuk kasus ini, baru aja gw ngobrol sama sohib gw, dan rasanya gw kayak ditabok berkali-kali.
Poin pertama adalah gw melupakan Tuhan sebagai penulis jalan hidup gw. He’s the director, and we’re just the actor/actress. All we need to do is act like what the director wants. We can improve for some scenes, but the storyline still be the same, because it has been written. I remember a text message that i received when i’m in High School, it’s wrote like this
You can write all your plan for today, but don’t forget to give God the eraser.
You know what, i’m afraid to make mistakes, i’m afraid to get a heart breaks, i’m afraid to get lost in this wonderful life (you think). But she said, some of the best thing in life are actually best learn from mistakes; we hurt in order to grow, we fall in order to raise, we lose in order to gain.
and if i didn’t take any lesson from that, God will always put me in the same condition, until i can learn something from that. Because He loves us! When we didn’t raise from fall, then we’ll keep falling; when we aren’t be wiser from that heartbreaks, it’ll keep broken.
Life to the fullest! Life is not terrible, let’s take different glasses and have another perspective : LIFE IS FUN! It was, it is, and it will always fun :D
Just put a right glasses and you’ll find the true colors! The colors of the life :)
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Thanks lots to my BF, FF
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